DUMB and BLONDE!

b4 any real relationships i would have said being honest with a person about cheating and not cheating in the 1st place is important how wrong was i as i never realized temptation makes us behave in weird ways causing us to break bonds and hurt people just so we can feel wanted by others other than our partners! I’m feeling quite deep and insightful for once maybe I’m growing up it is so close 2 the end of an era i feel kind of sad inside no more lectures, tutors, bar crawls, presentations, exams, assignments, referencing, losing my uni card, riding the train 2 Brum and most of all after 3 years not seeing my friends. Time flies it is so true no wonder im scared and sad im moving on in all aspects of my life it worries me maybe its good change i mean maybe leaving my boyfriend of 4 years 4 a lad on the footy team is not as stupid as i first thought i think maybe in time he may even lust after me alot i struggle to say love i thought i had that i suppose i have still for my Ex but he is loved by me like family rather than lover i need time and space and hopefully everything will calm down and be great again b4 i messed up my love life!