DUMB and BLONDE!

I’m lonely i have left my bf 4 another man who lives 40mins away and it quite a busy person who also dealing with his break up 2! I have been talking 2 him on the phone but he seems depressed that his ex hates him and his ex’s friends obviously do 2 as well! I haven’t got this my ex is still buying me presents and ringing me all the time in a vain hope i will return to him i do love him but love like a friend not a lover.

Holidays have been arranged and we did this b4 we split from our partners so he still has to go with his partner im not happy about but hey ho im going with mine still so i have no right 2 object anyways. It still slightly worrying but i guess he may think the same that’s if he realizes that not only he has problems with his ex but i do 2!

I need to stop thinking about all this new rubbish with relationships and concentrate on revision but its far 2 hard not to get distracted.

The exams in 2 wks scary!!! On a happy note Hull city won and r going 2 wembley yay!!!

I have been friends with Frannie since my 1st day at uni 3 years ago, we have shared so much i just get the feeling that im nearly at the end of uni with her and we are drifting apart i dont know what runs through her head it really hurt me what she has done 2 me recently friends dont do the things ive let her get away with yet even though she is this way i struggle to stay mad with her.

So il explain what she did the 1st time she was all for me going out with her on the bar crawl girls night as until the end we were apart from the lads. Great i thought just girly fun no males distractions. She barely talks 2 me all night then leaves for the last place on the bar crawl without me does matter ive found some of my male friends im happily dancing. I’m staying at hers so later on i look 4 her she is so drunk she is nearly passed out on a chair with a lad. By the time we leave she doesnt want me 2 go home with her she wants 2 go with this lad instead of me even tho it was suppose to be a girly night and all my stuff is at hers!!! I stuck in Brum with nowhere 2 stay great wat a friend! My male friend ask if i want 2 stay with him i dnt i know he is being nice but he has also admitted 2 me that he does fancy me and in the small college rooms id rather not put temptation  plus he may think i like him back if i do that so i say no . Lucky quakes is there she says a spare room at her bfs and that i can wear her tracksuit back 2 frannie in the morning.

That was a while ago and forgot about it and forgave her, yesterday however she was unbelievably selfish and got very drunk the night before a very important group presentation she had awful hangover and didnt want to do the presentation then she starts being sick everywhere. She actually did the presentation but ran out half way through to throw up and did nothing 2 help with the prep and the report afterwards.

Me and my male friend i said about earlier told her we failed we haven’t but she needs to sweat for being so selfish!